Tuesday, September 06, 2005
steadfast
OK, I'm leaving this to the permanence brought by the internet, which is like a puddle on a hot summer day. I definitely want to write this so that I do not EVER forget what I (yes selfish I know) really want, and not fall for what other's expect/want from me.
1. I have a job, because I want to buy a new video card. Any other long term goals I will follow if it is what I want. There is no other attachment other than that. There is no sense of duty to what I do. I do it for myself.
2. I work only from Thurs-Sun. I will not accept, any duties that are out of my availability. I agreed to those hours for a reason, and I do not plan to wane from it.
3. If I ever feel work is impeding ANY aspect of my life, (school, friends, health) I will NOT hesitate to quit. I said that I wasn't planning to work during school, so I'm already pushing it.
4. September is my trial month, I will seriously consider if everything is fine as is and carry out proper actions depending if I am fit to continue working or not.
5. Mind the list people, but THIS IS FOR ME!
6. This list is a fail-safe to stay true to myself. I will not forget this.
