heart stopper

OMG it's not even the first day of school and I already started to pull my hair out. I thought I lost my career prep. evaluation form and seearched my entire room looking for it. ARGH! I was thinking to my self,
"AHHH! Not again! This year was supposed to be different, I was supposed to be prepared for anything, everything was going to happen the way I wanted it to."

Ya, but long story short I found it and now I can give my heart a rest. Seriously though, I was actually frustrated, I'm still pissed off when the unexpected happens.

I mean C'MON!

You spend like the entire day planning out the entire week so that you can advert having a stroke mid way through mon-fri, then something stupid happens and you're being rushed into an emergency vehicle, in a strait-jacket to keep you from ripping your lungs straight out of your chest. Anyway, lesson is... LIFE SUCKS SO WE SHOULD CRAWL INTO A HOLE AND DIE as hard as it is to admit, the unexpected does happen (more often then not I assure you) and I guess learning how to deal with it and just preparing for it is always a good idea.

How am I going to prepare for it? How am I going to deal with it? I don't know, but I think I'll have to figure out soon or this year will be to waste. OOOOOOOOOOooooh, a spur of inspiration and motivation: Get some of that damn hw, done before the last minute so that I can spread it out for the bigger stuff; and keep my sanity.