Tuesday, September 27, 2005
wtf am i going to do??? wtf is there to do now?!?!? WTF!?!?!?!?!? AHHHHHH!
I feel like crap. Yes, that about somes it up now, well I'm starting to feel like I have absolutely nothing to do now. Yeah Sunny said to me a while back, that he didn't really no what to do now, now that he doesn't play games as much. That leaves lots and lots of time for people to bore themselves, and brood very nasty thoughts. Hmm.. what am I thinking about right now: "Fuck."
Yup, that's about it. I don't know what I want to do anymore. I don't feel like pking sometimes, and I feel like I'm being put down for that: "ur cut. "-Bryan. I don't feel like working on the damn web, or on the damn school site anymore, and I feel put down for that too: "Did you even do any work on the site yet? "-Eric. (WOWOWOWOWOWOW gosh, I actually think I might have come close to using formal quotations properly just now. Thank you Ms. Mardock for all the times you made me feel like a load of crap! But it's all worth it because I learned how to quote things well. :P)
Wow, just wow. You know I can't even get up in the morning anymore? I wake up right at 8:00am, just in time to make it to school at 8:35. I don't care about coming to school earlyever sometimes. I've pretty much given up the idea of me having my friends ever think that I'm more than some dead log in the morning. FUCK THAT SHIT! I mean, it's just plain annoying is what I REALLY meant to say. I swear to god, I hate it so much when someone says a crack about my tardiness, or my penmanship, or says I'm fucking stupid. ERIC if you call me an idiot one more time, I won't hold back to show how stupid we BOTH, know you are. I know I am not stupid you're an idiot if you think otherwise.
You know what I love though? I like how I can spend alot of time on my blog, only to have people say to me that I've wasted my time. I want to get this very clear.
Wow, I actually understand what it means to commit suicide out of boredom. When you finally realize that there is nothing left for you to bother doing anymore, you consider suicide because it's something you haven't done yet. What is there to do now!?
omg.... fuckin` emo.
I don't know what do now. There is nothing left to look forward to. Oh god. I don't feel good. What're you supposed to do when everything you do feels like it just brings more trouble. Ugh, I can't even play games without thinking about who I'm gonna break a promise with if I don't play. I want everything to just slow down for a moment. Ahhhh! I said I didn't want to stop changing, but now look. I'm a bad person now because I want everything to stop for me. Damn I bet, there is no balance, damn this entire thing doesn't make any sense anymore. I hate all this crap.
Yup, that's about it. I don't know what I want to do anymore. I don't feel like pking sometimes, and I feel like I'm being put down for that: "ur cut. "-Bryan. I don't feel like working on the damn web, or on the damn school site anymore, and I feel put down for that too: "Did you even do any work on the site yet? "-Eric. (WOWOWOWOWOWOW gosh, I actually think I might have come close to using formal quotations properly just now. Thank you Ms. Mardock for all the times you made me feel like a load of crap! But it's all worth it because I learned how to quote things well. :P)
Wow, just wow. You know I can't even get up in the morning anymore? I wake up right at 8:00am, just in time to make it to school at 8:35. I don't care about coming to school early
You know what I love though? I like how I can spend alot of time on my blog, only to have people say to me that I've wasted my time. I want to get this very clear.
This was not ever a waste of time for me. You can stop reading this stupid shit. Hit Alt-F4 and close this crap, before I give you eye cancer.
Wow, I actually understand what it means to commit suicide out of boredom. When you finally realize that there is nothing left for you to bother doing anymore, you consider suicide because it's something you haven't done yet. What is there to do now!?
omg.... fuckin` emo.
I don't know what do now. There is nothing left to look forward to. Oh god. I don't feel good. What're you supposed to do when everything you do feels like it just brings more trouble. Ugh, I can't even play games without thinking about who I'm gonna break a promise with if I don't play. I want everything to just slow down for a moment. Ahhhh! I said I didn't want to stop changing, but now look. I'm a bad person now because I want everything to stop for me. Damn I bet, there is no balance, damn this entire thing doesn't make any sense anymore. I hate all this crap.
posted by daemon604 at 10:31 PM|
