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Hmm.... had a nice talk with Ricky today. Strange out of all the people I'd think would care about my performance in school Ricky was actually the last person I thought would care. He's always been pretty good in school, excellent work habits, and decent grades. I was just sitting next to him in geo--barely awake because I've been missing sleep in the last few days; and he tells me that he thinks I've been falling behind. It's weird he actually sounded concerned--in a weird kind of way I did feel kind of good because, he thought I could be doing better, but at the same time I was a bit offended because I didn't think school was becoming an issue for me. I think I gave him the impression that I was struggling, and I do admit I AM STRUGGLING... but just a bit. Long story short, I told him that I felt like I had alot of things to do, and fewer hours to do them all in; and he told me that he felt the same way too sometimes. Even for him-- an A student (I say that with respect), he still crammed stuff in the later hours of the night. He sleeps as soon as he comes home so he can stay up and cram his hw past 12:00am. I never thought he ever had to cram anything, I see him like planning and studying like an entire week ahead of the test sometimes. He even started studying for the math mid terms last friday, yet I'm sitting here planning to cram half a year of math in about 2 days before the test... :(

Hmm... just realized that everything I've written above didn't lead anywhere! Hahaha.... err... anyways, if Ricky has a hard time getting his act together, then I know I'm just plain screwed because I don't work nearly as well as Ricky. I need to get my act together, half the year is already over, and it helps to know that there is someone out there who thinks I'm capable of more, so I'll get it to work for sure.

Ok better get myself on track. *Whistles the tune to In the Still of the night*