Omg... I'm an idiot. It just cheated to find out what that anagram is supposed to be. I saw this months ago and finally swallowed my pride and googled it up. Man I need a dunce cap right about now. Thanks Frank! XD !

What a sweet thing... A GLOVE FIN NILL

Hahahahaha! I'm sitting here with a defective hard disk given to me by my employers, and now I'm exploring all possibilities of having such a thing. In my mess of disassembling it I stumbled on this weird site. winge.org This dude builds neat little keychains and wind chimes out of hard disks that he has to destroy.

Hehehehehe! This is going to be interesting. Damn't I really want that platter. It's so shiny, I can see my reflection in it like a mirror. It's probably more reflective than a bathroom mirror too!

WOOOOOOOT! Ok it's finally done. Anyway, it's finally over. This is going to the be the first of hopefully many other temps to come :P . Well my eyes are very tired so I'll be taking a wee bit of a break for a while. HEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHHE!

This marks a new beginning. -plants flag on to floor-

Phew... I finally finished most of the new template up. (Woohoo! Now wasn't that quick!?) Now not much left to do but to clean up and transfer. Yeehaw! See you guys on the other side!

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I feel tired right now. Can't explain why. I feel like just collapsing on my bed right now and just falling asleep, but I don't want to do that. I'm not sure why I'm tired, I done anything strenous today or recently for that matter. I felt the same way yesterday too.

I'd catch some sleep right now, but I know it's too early, and if I did I'd end up hating myself for it too. It would be a total waste of a nice summer day.

Hmm... Oh ya! I started watching Onegai Sensei again! Wooohoo! Ack too tired... another post... probably later.. yeah.... much lat.... zzzzz

Wooohooo! Let's get this day going! First day at placement over here! HoooAhhh!!!

-Fine day- (hehe I'll stop doing this from now on)

Well... kind of bored right now. I woke up near 4:00pm today, even though I slept just before 1:00am. I was awake around 10:00am then just dozed off after logging in to my computer for a few minutes. Wow. Half a day gone, in a blink of an eye.

It still doesn't feel like summer for me. (I'm sure that "doesn't" isn't a real word, but I've made it into a bad habit already, although I'll try to change it) I still have one more provincial and capp week coming up. I'm a little anxious over capp, but in the good way. I just umm... need more clothes. Don't want to worry about coming into my placement in the same set of clothes each day.

   * 25-hour-day version 1.0 will be up in a jiffy! XD Oh you just wait!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Just now my dad just taught me and my little brother how to GUT and SCALE a fish! HAHAHAAHAHA! It was so sudden. I thought I needed to do chores or something, but he's like,
"This is how you scale a fish."
OH DAD! Hahahaha weird huh? Not sure why he wanted to show us that. I thought it was hilarious! Maybe it's father's day fever! :P This is one of those things your very unlikely to ever forget.

"You can just take your thumb and run it in deep!"

I know for sure we're having mackarel tonight. XD
-cloudy day-

Argh! I hate final's week. I actually feel overwhelmed by all of this. Just one more day, and I can finally kick back for a while 'till I have to write my provincial. I hate the fact that you can find out your final test marks the day after you write the test. It really hurts it to find out you bombed a FINAL test. I'm lucky I didn't fail some courses even though I bombed the final. Ugh.... I feel like I've let myself down a bit.

AHHHHHH!! OK!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I'VE LET MYSELF DOWN ALOT!!!! Wow, that feels so GOOOOD! My parents are so passive about it too. They're just like me--too soft to say it to my face. I blew quite a bit of their cash on a tutor thinking I could do better. Ugh, but they're just happy that I passed. I bet you think that my parents are great. But... Argh, they make me feel like an idiot! They say things that make me feel like I don't have a shot in a blue moon of ever achieving anything.

"Oh, but you passed right? As long as you pass. THAT'S IMPORTANT!"
"Sure you can go for it, if you think you can do it."

It's like they're just pretending to go along with everything I want, just to please me--like a kid trying to live a fantasy. I don't think my parents believe in me. I know it's kind of wrong to think of it, but I do want to prove myself to them, I hate being talked to like the only thing that comes out of mouth is diarrhea. Just when I thought I could make something of myself. It's so hard to believe in yourself when you think everyone is just waiting for you to screw up. I hate this week so much...

Well, school doesn't seem to be slowing down one bit. It's actually hard to believe that right now the entire grade 11 student body is suffering from mass panic attacks while, the grade 8-10's are living it up right about now. God damn, they were right. Grade 11 is tough like a bitch! I;d hate to admit it, but they weren't joking when they said that grade 11 was different from all the other grades. Ugh... I can't believe I thought grade 11 was going to be a piece of cake in the beginning of the year. I

Cram, cram, cram! Oh this is fun! I wonder if anyone has had a nervous break down since yesterday (scratches chin in wonder)? Well, anyway, I got an email from my older brother yesterday. It's good to know that he isn't six feet under japanese soil. He said he'd be coming some time in July. I'm quite sure how to feel on this one. It's been such a long time since I've talked to him.

I think I'm gonna just leave it here for now. It's kinda late and all this final week stress is starting to get to me.

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